Dear Cupid.

I've been trying to communicate with cupid these last few days. Truthfully, I'm confused with my life. Its hard choosing over one another. Anyways tonight, I was going to acutually write a letter to cupid. Oh and for anyone who oes not know who cupid is. Cupid is The love maker.

Dear Cupid,

My name is Bryan Mai. I've been living life for fifteen years. And I've grew into a guy who is happy with his life. But just one thing is missing. There is'nt a girl in my life just at this moment. I mean people say, you don't need to have a girl in your life to be happy. Well of course you don't need a girl, but it seems like its a empty spot in my heart needing to be filled in.I never really been in a serious relationship, so I thought I woul try it out since, its something new. I want someone who would'nt just come and go. Not like that, Someone who is willing to take my Bullshit when I'm mad. Someone who would'nt leave me because theres something she does'nt like about me. Mainly someone whos trust worthy, and ready to live around me. I don't want a gold digger, I dont want a player, I don't want a wannabe, I want a love one.

Cupid, I am stuck in this position where I don't know what to do nor do I have the guts to move forward. I'm stressing ove the fact theres feelings for a girl who does'nt pay attention to me, and takes me for granted. And Im feeeling a small crush for who I enjoy talking most of my time. Complicated I know. But I think this is what I get for going on my own without your help. I don't regret any of it, because I now know It is hard going on it alone. So I want to le you know that I really need your help for advice and helping me move forward. Please do me a hug favor and use your bow and arrow and shoot one at the right girl for me. Thank You.


Anyways, Today was an alright day, school ended early today. So I decided to take my bro's Christian and Aaron to visit Bestfriend Monalisa. I've missed her so much, and it was a pefect sight when I acutlly saw her. of course there were haters already. But who honestly cares. I met bestfriend's boyfriend. I don't think he was in the mood to talk or he just had to leave with a irritated face. Oh wells. I don't break promises. So just deal with the fact that I care for my bestfriend so much, I would take my spare time to visit her right afterschool. After visiting her, we walked all the way to Jack in the Box to kicket with some other fiends. Ended up eating eight tacos. Pretty good aha. And yeahhh. Went home for awhile then off to Kimball orientation. Orientation was quite boring yet fun to see some faces I wanted to seee. Went home called it a day and layed in bed.

Also made up with bestfriend Abby. I'm honestly glad you've taken a step in moving forward yet fixing things as you go. Thanks for listening Abby. I miss and love you.
Good Night everyone, and dear Cupid.

-Bryan Mai.