1-11-09

Its the end of the week!. Wow this week went by very fast. But I learned a lot during these past couple of days. I learned what it means to like a person, but the way you like the person is just an "Illusion" I learned that never break up with a person you love for a person you like. Basically, I learned how to like the person the right way. I'm tired though, each day waking up, I feel like it was my fault I broke up with my Ex. I know I did it, but no one really understands why I did it. So today I'm here to tell why I did it. I lost all the feelings I HAD for her. But noone understands that, they blame me but yet don't know why I did it? So to the people who yet don't understand, Let me show you guys an example: " Lets say you are going out with a person and you say you love him/her. But weeks later, you had a sudden lost of feelings for that person. Would you Break it off with them because you know those feelings aren't coming back? Or would you just lead them on because you don't want them to get hurt, or your just scared that, they'll get their homeboys/girls on you. I admit, I got scared of that. But I also knew breaking it off was the right thing to do. If you lead that person on, your just going to be hurting him/her more than they will be.Don't you guys understand that?. Well now I hope you do. This week has been the shortest/ worst week for me. Knowing whether or not I was doing the right thing or not. But now I know. My cousin Henry once said, " Life is all about Gambling, its a 50/50 chance you'll be happy or sad. You gamble for her love, but sometimes you won't get it. " Soo readers, make sure you know when is the right time to use the word "LOVE" because sometimes you might regret it. I 'd like to thank those few people who had this talk with me this week. Love you guys/girls to death. Thanks for using your time for me,I really needed it. Good Night .<3


-Bryan Mai