Lately, I've been feeling as I am a person who is willing to give my time to others. And that really is true. Today was an intresting, yet boring day. Cousin,friends had some problems and called me for advice. My cousin Henry, had some problems with his girlfriend and we just talked it out. Of course, now their talking on the phone aha. Just hope it they are going to be Okay. Well for me, I still have this problem about that one girl. Yes, she is still on my mind. But I really thought she was mad at me, so i texted her today and ask her. I felt so stupid because she replied with a " No, Why would I be?" I was like "dang, What a dumb person thinks that she is going to be mad at" But yeah, I had a reason because we would never talk anymore. But she explained to me that she was really busy. Im sure of that to. Pre AP classes, 8 periods, Lil brother. Thats alot for a average CUTE girl<3 Anyways, tonight, there was this one girl named Elizibeth, who I now think is the weirdest girl alive. She tried to holla at me. First thing she said was " Your a cutie, I was like thank you." But then, it started getting a little weird for me. She started saying weird things like " I want you to be in my life baby". I was like WTF!. Imed my bestfriend ABBY. She was like"wow shes weird" AHA I could'nt agree less. But yah. I told her I was'nt ready for a girlfriend because, I recently broke up with my ex girlfriend, and she started crying -.-. Yah and guess what Bestfriend was doing... Laughing it up... SOo mean. But at least you were there for me reading everything i copied and paste for you<3 Your the best I can ever have in my life<3 Yeah, back to my life. My cousin and I were talking earlier today. I specifcally, asked him, what was the meaning of the way I felt. And he told me that everything I'm thinking was just an Illusion. That you want something to happen so bad, that your really thinkings its going to happen. but its not. I really listened up to him and understood every word he said. Thank you cousin<3
-Bryan Mai
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i was only laughing cus that one chick was hella tryna get up on you! it waaas weird though! AHAH all cus im worried for you. xD <3
ReplyDeletebut oh woow. well at least she wasn't mad right?:D hope things go in the way that'll make you happiest(=