Terrible ending to this Terrible day

Late night Blog. had to add more to this terrifying day. . When you here the words " I'm here for you" what do you think? When I hear those words, it makes me feel relaxed knowing the people who said that to me would help me through the rough times. I honestly can accept it more than the word " Love ". Don't you think when someone says that, they wont ever hurt your feelings deep down? They'll never lower your self esteem. But then again you never know what might happen in life. Have you ever heard the quote " Life is like a dream, You never know what to expect". Well that is difently true. You never know what might happen in the furtue. Well lets make this long blog short. I never knew I could fall into a puddle of tears knowing that the people I thought would make me have a smile each day would just try to make me look like a fool. To be honest once again. I really had to thank one person. He told me not to dress a certain way. its not all about the dressing, there was something behind it. You guys tried to make melook like a fool so you guys could have a simple laugh. You don't even know what I have been through to get here. Lost so much trust in people. I seriously can't even trust me own parents anymore. I thought I could count on your guys to fill me in when I was clueless. just hurts knowing you guys would put me out like that.

Then, to the person who says they miss me in his/her life. I can't say I miss you. What you said to me really hurt as well. Self esteem really went down. Knowing you would say something so stupid yet so much emotion into it. I'm Bryan Mai. Call me a Asshole for aall I care. your words dont really affect me as of that day I signed off. You know who you are. Don't go telling people you miss me and want me feeling bad. I already have enough going on in my life.


And then now to thank the people who stood beside me today. You guys made my day. When we were Webcamming. Really made me happy ahha. Thanks again <3 Special thanks to the person who sent me life explantions. Thank you.


And sorry to the people who wanted to talk tonight.I'm just not in that mood anymore. Thanks for being here though. Good Night.<3


-Bryan Mai.