Some love in return please?

Sorry everyone for not posting lately. I've been going really busy as well as getting back on track with my life. Well. lets get updated sha'll we? First! a sport. I think I'm going to commit myself to Tennis. Aha its a great place to get to know people, and plus alot of my friends I won't be able to see next year will be there. So why not spend the most with them. So anyways. next thing on the list. Friends, wow I hate to say this. But were all separting... nothings the same anymore. Problems, break-ups? Well. I just want to let you guys know. It should'nt be this way.. It was once a table of two. Now theres barely a table of one.Remember when we would fight over where to sit at lunch. Now its just easy to pick a spot to stay on. So why can't things be the way it once was? Well. Now for the love life part. I have to admit, it took a lot out of me to get over you. Never listened to anyone because I taught I was moving in the right direction. Then someone who was there for me, getting mad at me for feeling the way i felt brought me toawrds the RIGHT direction. He was real with me the whole time. I mean, we started fading because of my problem. So I asked him WTF was his problem. And he goes straight out. "You fucking changed Bryan. All you do is complain about her. You don't even get it, I thought you would figure this out yourself by blogging. But it is'nt, its getting you worse and I never knew you would work so hard for a girl. To be honest, Im really DISSAPOINTED in you." From someone who was close to me since baby years, That really killed me inside. There and then I realized what I was doing. I was ending a really important relationship with my cousin. And thats more important than anything. He got me up when I was down. Through everything that hit me. To tell you the truth, hes an inspiration to me. An Influence, Role-Model, A friend, A brother, More importantly a Cousin. So Henry Ngo, Thanks for everything you done for me. Oone day I'll repay you back for everything. Just count it on it! Grades are getting up there. Happy I am really considering working on it.[:. Well. Thanks all night.


-Bryan Mai.