Hate the Player, not the Game

Recently, Ive learn the true meaning of the "Game". Someone close to me told me, you have to be on top of the game in order to not be stepped on. Kind of Bullshit if you ask me. Don't you wish life was as easy as speaking English? Does'nt everyone wish you could like a person, and they'll automatically like them back? But in the REAL WORLD. Nothing ever appears like that. You have to work your way up the ladder in order to achieve what you are aiming for. In my case, I'm starting to realize that I need to keep up with her and stay in touch even if she never replies to anything. People, think my life is all perfect. The " pretty boy" The smart Asian kid. Noone knows what its like to be who I am. I try my hardest to keep my grades up. FAil a test, and I'm known as a failure. Break up with a girl or a specific reason. Her homeboys on my nuts. All the time, I wish there was some place to go. To get out of this Life. And to IMPRESS a girl? That's probally the hardest thing for me to do. Especially, if that girl is the "Hard to get kind of Girl" Who doesnt notice anything your trying to do. Aha. I know I'm getting all addicted to her. But what can a man do when hes feeling you. =]


Today was Chinese New Years. SO Gon Hei Fah Choi to everyone! HAHA! Sorry I don't really know how to spell other languages =[. But yah. Hope everyone had a good time with their Family. I know I did, kicket with the whole family, and Gambled with the cousins. Man I lost 3 dollars. -__-. I felt so sucky aha! One day of lunch money down the drain! But overall. It was fun having a full FAMILY get together. Its been awhile since that has happened. Family problems in the past, but now everybody is good Yayy! Good Night Readers.<3.



-Bryan Mai