We were once a HAPPY family.

You know what, I was once a happy child who would come running to you for anything. Now that I think of it, your complaining about EVERY single thing that I do. Am I not doing everything you want me to? Am I not the son you want anymore? Well you know what, I really don't give a shit anymore. I'm tired of being called "son" from someone like you. You don't appreiciate me, I'm trying my hardest to make you proud, and all you do is judge. Like, If I'm not making you happy, then why am I still here with you? Why am I apart of this family? You seem like you don't want me, if you do, Your not showing anything. I'm working my ass off in school for you. Just to fucking make you proud, and all you do is lexture me on everything. You ask me why I have a D+ in math, I honestly told you I tried my hardest but did'nt understand. You don't appreciate that I told you the truth rather than a lie? Im tired of working my ass off for you when you don't even see it. You think negative about me. You think I'm doing drugs because of my mood swings. Well I'm a teenager, and a lot has happen in my little life. You don't know half of who i've become because you only worry about your life. Who Am I you recently asked. I'm a MAN who has learned from his mistakes. Through Love, Trust, Loyalty, Life. I'm trying to be sucessful in the future so I don't have to be like you working so hard to support a family as a single parent. I'm going to be better, thats what you want me to do. But I promise you this Mom, I'm not going to be a better parent than you. So for now. I'm ignoring you and all your lextures. Sorry if you don't like it, But I think its best for the both of us.

So this weekend was supposly to be a fun weekend. Turns out not. Friday is going to be good, because I can finally kicket with my cousins again. Take him out and buy his birthday Present. Saturday WAS suppose to be a good day. Ended up not because "Change of Plans, She's going with someone else, Sorry" Wow, got me helluh pissed off. After all the things I did. Oranized the whole day. Red&White. from top to bottom. A panda, with a rose and Chocolate as your gift. And guess what. I have to throw it all out because of you. Im tired of all this Bullshit. Your not even trying to support this friendship. Why should I even Bother. So if your reading this. Call me sometime and tell me why I should be doing this. but yeah Friday, its a cousin day.
Overall though, I am living a great life. With my Family/Friends to be there when I need them. Makes a great life, Greater.

-Bryan Mai