A Friday Night with the Mains,

Today was alright. Only Friday night made my day feeel alot better. Morning, I woke up really tired. Maybe because I hoped I can talk to you again. But you were tired. Don't blame you. And your not a failure just becasue you did'nt do okay on your Biology Exam. 1st and 2nd period. I felt like I was dying. 3rd period. Took a nap[: 4th period my boooty was hurting sitting on the floor for an house -___-. 5th, 6th was alright. Was just pissed off because this girl who was supposed to be my friend told her Bestfriend who told me that she was mad at me for saying something unnecessary? The hell. if you got something to ay to me, Let me know -.- Im tired of trying to figure ot how people are feeling. Thats probally a big problem in my life. Trying to figure out if people are feeling the way I want them to feel, or wish they would feel. Anyways, Then played basketball with Jaydee, Kevin, Christian, And Eljae. Man, I'm so rusty. I had my ass handed to aha! " 5 second shot" Blahh. I'll get better again. Just never had the time to play again ever since I started Frosh year. Trying to suceed because I'm a FAILURE if I don't. Well after that had dinner with the mains. CHilled at the mall. Was feeling better. HAHA! Woow. Now, I want to get to the " Letting out a lot". I know you've been reading, But just recently. I've been noticing changes. I try my hardest to try to keep in touch. Everyday xD. Sucks that you barely reply to the msgs. But. Ive been doing stuff as well. So sorry if I dont reply. Just hope we can really talk again. Working out is a new resolution. Wanna get in shape for summer, wanna see you,wanna hang out with you, wanna be there for you, wanna spend alot of time with you. Gosh! Just thinking of it! Makes a smile come upon my face. But sometimes, depression. Because I know your feeling him. And I get like awkward about it. Like one word comes upon my mind. " Dang" -__-. Want to know something else? I've been stopping to CURSE bad words lately. I'm doing alot to change now. Just for you to notice I guess. SO sorry for the msgs you barely reply to. I know it may be annoying but like I said before, " your one of those girls who I want to be special and apart of my life<3"